Self-examination - Seagull Style
“Do I see clearly,
think deeply, and – in accordance with the needs of the moment – honestly and
fearlessly express what I see and think?”
- Muni Natarajan
“Selfishness,
Self-centeredness. That we think is the
root of our problem(s). - William Wilson
The context of the first quote is contained
in a process of evaluating one’s virtue in order to be able to remove barriers
to effective meditation. In order to be
able to be freed up from distraction to the level required to tap deeply into
our spiritual nature, we must bring both our internal “thought life” and our
external life of actions into harmony. This
also happens to be a key component of serenity and freedom from the ego
generated torture so many of us deal with.
Don’t think you torture yourself?
Try keeping a note-pad hand for a month and logging each time you were
taken out of being fully present and aware in the moment. If you have never begun to be self-aware,
within a few hours you will be overwhelmed by how far from reality your thought
life is. It is difficult to allow
ourselves to come to this realization and more difficult to take the steps
necessary to free ourselves from the constant dialogue in our brain. But once we are able to be “the observer”
rather than “the thinker” we will have made big strides toward internal
harmony. But what about the external?
We can only become as transparent to our
fellows to the degree of self-honesty we have achieved through detachment from “our
self.” It stands to reason that if we cannot be
honest with ourselves we really have no idea if we are being honest with our
fellows or not – and can be assured that we are not. But to honestly and fearlessly express what we see and think – on a
regular basis? That is a tall order
indeed.
Each time we come to a new realization
about another area of life that we have been approaching on the basis of selfishness
and self-centeredness we have the option to work to correct that particular
behavior. If this new standard becomes
our norm of action we find more peace and harmony both internal and external –
and thus the external and internal begin to match. If we humble ourselves to atone for mistakes
we have made in the past due to this particular issue we not only cement our
new behavior, but we also become much more transparent in that particular
area. It takes time and effort, and the
work is never quite done. But we can
make great strides toward transparency, and with each stride we make both our personal
integrity and our reliability to others improve. And we
begin to say what we mean and do what we say, we find ever increasing levels of
harmony both internally and externally.
Today, may I be consistent.
Thanks all, and have a great Wednesday !!
David
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